with hardship comes ease
hi tumblr twitter instagram Archives February 2015 March 2015 April 2015 June 2015	Thursday, June 25, 2015 pretend like it doesnt hurt, but crying to sleep to the extent of having to curl up to stop the pain hurts. a lot.  Wednesday, June 24, 2015 i try to be okay i try to reply ppl with lots of hahahaha i try to smile when someone smiles at me i try to laugh when someone makes a joke but at the end of the day,  im so mentally emotionally exhausted.  "go home n.  we are done." im in so much pain and i rlly just want to sleep everything off. but when i wake, sudden realisation hits me hard that i've lost him. so can i nvr wake up and not feel pain? Wednesday, April 29, 2015 all i ever feel now is the constant urge to break down and cry and cry and cry.  Tuesday, April 28, 2015 so hard to convince myself that he no longer loves me.  Wednesday, April 22, 2015 one day, i'll travel with my other half and take random videos along the way and he'll laugh and join in with the vlogging and kiss me on my hair and my forehead and force a kiss on the lips in front of the camera because he loves me genuinely Tuesday, April 21, 2015 they say the right one would come, but he was the right one.  would he come again?  Monday, April 20, 2015 eventhough i really love you, i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to.  it will all get better in time.  it started when we were younger, you were mine.  Sunday, April 19, 2015 fucking piece of shit  only cause me to crumble down to pieces yet im helplessly in love with you  Monday, April 13, 2015 he has never loved you from the start he was never yours, for you to count on you have absolutely no right to cry/rage get that in your head once and for all he has never loved you, never did he  Sunday, April 12, 2015 i dont cry i dont feel i dont even wanna talk nor think abt it Saturday, April 11, 2015 if he loves you, he would chase after you.  Friday, March 13, 2015 have honestly never felt as hurt as this before. i much rather have been shouted vulgarities than you saying those words. tell me anything except that i have not changed for you.  Wednesday, March 11, 2015 do you really? sometimes i cry so hard from pleading so sick and tired of all the needless beating Sunday, March 8, 2015 do you still feel the same,  or has time put out the flame? i miss you.  Friday, February 27, 2015 stay with me, dont disappear.  to tell the truth, i need you here.  im afraid, can barely breathe.  i need your words, to comfort me.